Why is it that everybody has to be so different? It makes me think I’ll never find my one. My soulmate. Why does God make us choose the wrong person so many times until we find the right one? I don’t want to be 35 and trolling Internet dating sites trying to find someone with something in common with me. I just want someone who wants me for me and who doesn’t want to change me. Why am I so different from the guys that I like? Why do they all say it will never work? Or that they don’t want me, that they just want to sleep with me and for me to want that too. Is it so wrong for me to want something more? To be cared about, for someone to be interested in what I have to say? Not what I can do with my body? Is there even anyone out there like that?